Singing the Songs of Imagination

emiliahhh:

loud chewing

Agreed

I dont know what to write today. Except that today really sucks.

So my grandma and i got into a fight today because i went to do hw at a friends house and i wasnt going to be home for dinner for like the third night in a row. So i ended up eating at home just not with them so then she got mad. I think its empty nest syndrome cause shes been flippin a shit anytime i attempt to get a life. I feel bad but i need my space and well yeah. BTWs soo fucking scared for physics tomorrrow…… Grrrrrrrrrr okay done complaining about shizzz now.

Sooo my CW teacher says she loves my story alot but she gave me and F. Yeah she likes it…….Definatly

Glee made my day. Like omg. Harry Shum Jr hottest thing at the moment wayyy in love soo have been since i saw him in step up 2. Whatt ohh yeahhh. Then of course the good wife had to ruin it. Like wtf her stupid fucking assistant or whatever deleted the damn i love you message from her phone causing everyone to think she chose he cheating fucker of a husband. Like really tv networks and writers your really gonna do that to me. I despise you momemtarly. Dont worry you shall get over your short grieving period. I promise. The end :)

So after gossiping for like an hour in the car with two very lovely ladies i have decided that people need to appreciate what they have. I mean come on dont get all pissy when i bitch you out for complaining about your papa cause just be glad you got one. Your family is all you have blood or not. So next time you think about or say how much you hate your dad or your mom or your grandparents imagen life without them, what its like to lose them then rethink. Thats my inspirational piece for the day :)

i just thought i would let you know that well umm i exsist and we used to be friends, then well i dunno. basically i forgot that i had a crush on you for an entire year. i am very proud of that fact, but then you grew up and damn. you can’t get hot and expect a girl not to notice. it is quite unfair i must say. i would love to become friends with you once more except it have the petty elementary school crush on you as well as a regular one. i get to damn nervous to even say hello.wave.wink.smile.all of the above. so i hope you understand that you need to tone down your shy sexy boy image so i can grow a pair and talk to you or else i might regret all of junior year. well no maybe not but a damn good part of it anyways. so please do a girl a favor and talk to me and watch me make a fool of myself then laugh and say its all good. kthanksbye.

Sincerley

unnoticed.

instead of writing my key passage essay i am on here writing about how im not writing. irony? maybe. who knows anymore. me? no. im wayy to tired to actually care about what my homework is right now. it is not important to me at this moment in time. why this is important i do not know. i have issues. i need more sleep. high school needs to stop being so damn early. i can not cope. it does not work for me anymore. middle school i could deal with but now its just outrageous. very very very stupid. whoever made up that rule or whatever must be in a mental hospital because there dumbass is making me go mental from lack of sleep. since no one is going to read this i do not know why im writing it. probably because i want to procrastinate a little longer and not do my stupid draft essay for a stupid teacher that thinks going to the bathroom is overrated. robot? i think so. now that i have spent twenty minutes on facebook and writing this i should probably do that stupid essay for that damn robot of a teacher. fml. woot.

UBC sounds super appealing but its in Canada. LSU sounds awesome but its in Luisianna. JMU is in virginia ‘nough said. ODU also virginia but by the beach. Wayyy to many choices and not enough time to make them. Freaking out. UBC sounds so awesome and cool plus its international and thats awesome. LSU has been a favorite for a while but the grandparents are freaking out about out of state. Then theres in state which i hate the thought of. Im screwed for senior year… Fucckk.

So definatly love boys soccer more now. its really entertaining to watch your friends act like idiots and run over each other. its also a plus when theyre really good too :)

Dont judge, photobucket quotes are really addicting and i have nowhere to put them but on here so deal :P

I love when i get bitched at for not doing a good enough job of something and the person bitching at me couldnt have done any better at it most likely worse. It really makes my day.